life sucks! bigtime!

life sucks bigtime kasi,

1.ung tatay ng kaibigan kong 5 years na nyang di nakita ay bumisita sa office kahapon kasama ang bagong jowa, sa sobrang inis at lungkot ng friend ko pinainom nya kami kagabi, libre lang ang malasing...hehehe

2. kasi di namin alam gagawin sa buhay namin

3. may ngtx sakin kanina ang tx ganito "russ kelan kaya tayo yayaman?" sagot ko: "ang hirap naman ng tanong mo" haha.. sucker...

4. dahil walang privacy sa office lumalabas kami after  kumain  ng lunch at tumatambay sa likod at nagpapausok at dun kami bumubwelta ng sari saring ka echosan sa buhay... :p

5. kasi feeling feelingan ang isang tao na dati mahalaga sa buhay pero ngayon ewan ko lang dahil di na ako natutuwa sa kanya.. feeling nya lahat ng koment ko sa fb may kahulagan.. hello? reality check lang.. please lang..

6. dahil kahit anong gawin ko di ako nalalasing, sayang ang alak.. tsk.tsk..

7. dahil may bagong meat balls na ang jollibee pero hanggang ngayon di ko pa din natitikman.. bigtime na bigtime talaga..

8. dahil naiinis ako sa kanya kahit wala siyang ginagawa sakin..

9. kanina mag-isa lang ako sa opis.. absent si dona, absent si rj, busy si thal, nahihilo pa habang nagpapausok kami kaya mejo hindi kami ng enjoy...

10. ng delete ako ng friend sa facebook at hindi ko na talaga siya e aadd dahil feeling siya.. kala nya ganun pa din ako dati..pwes for you general information... i'm changed... sayang ang mga oras na inaksaya ko  pero aus lang kasi kahit " LIFE SUCKS BIGTIME" eh MASAYA pa din naman ako kasi may mga kaibigan ako at pamilyang ngmamahal skin.. un lang...bow...

russ d'great ^_^

the thin line between HATE and LOVE!

Have you ever noticed how, in romantic relationships, it seems we are always riding the line between adoring and abhorring our partner? Things will be going fine; you’re adrift on a sea of love and affection—then your significant other does something you don’t like. Suddenly, you’re fuming, thinking, ‘It’s OVER!’—your lover changed to villain in less time than it takes to change your socks.

Why does this happen? Is it simply human nature, or perhaps the nature of romantic love? Why do these relationships make us so crazy, turning even the calmest participants into self-contained roller coasters of emotion, causing us to do and say things we neither mean nor understand?  

While hormones and conflicting egos play their part in the fickleness of our love partnerships, the real problem has more to do with an outdated idea (or ideal) of romantic love—a model designed to create conflict and leave us disappointed.

Mention the word ‘love’ or talk about ‘falling in love’, and, for many of us, an idealized image from a Hollywood movie comes to mind, perhaps a romantic scene from a piece of literature or a favorite love song. This is love, according to the popular media: There’s a conflict of some kind, but, eventually, the couple ends up getting together. Then there’s that big kiss, maybe a marriage scene, and the two live happily ever after…except things never seem to work out quite as conveniently in the world we find ourselves in. Where does that ideas come from?

These were tales of valiant knights slaying dragons and rescuing beautiful maidens (who, subsequently and without-fail, would fall in love with the knight—true love, problem free and never-ending). How many stories, movies, plays and TV shows end in marriage?

This idealistic approach to the subject of attraction has endured in popular culture all the way up until today. To prove it, just head out to your local movie mega-plex; from drama to comedy, there’s no shortage of idealized romance to lose oneself in.

But I like romantic movies!

These types of stories are uplifting and inspiring, but as we see these themes again and again, they can become symbols imbedded in our subconscious. The majority of romantic stories we hear are the ones we are told as children. When a child hears a story that addresses adult themes (like courtship and marriage), they absorb that information and take the story at face value. Combined with whatever other programming the child receives from their parents, peers and the media, they assume, “This is how things will probably play out for me.” 

What many of us don’t realize when we’re out there in the dating world or trying to make things work in a long-term relationship is that this thing we’re trying to attain—what we view as our most important relationship—is a combination of idealization and fantasy, not at all real. 

This romantic image is one that most of us have been building since childhood, and it is an ideal that could include unrealistic expectations. When our expectations aren’t met, we can start to feel completely out of control. Sometimes we behave childishly or act out, but it’s understandable that it would be difficult to wield these emotions—our motivations originate in decisions we made about our adult life at a very young age when our understanding of the world was more black and white.

When we superimpose our fabricated picture of romantic love onto a real situation, we’re going to be disappointed. That’s because people don’t behave like fantasies. They behave like people. They do unexpected things. They can, at times, be selfish, distant or weak. They can also be kind, inspiring and selfless. This is the beauty of being human.

However, if our fantasies are running the show, we may decide that we love someone based solely on physical appearance and sexual attraction. When this happens, the other person is related to as our possession—an object, not a human being. We may experience truly positive emotions at first, but, if unsavory aspects of the other person are revealed, our perfect vision is shattered, and soon we’re flooded with judgments about them.

In the book The Art of Happiness, his Holiness the Dalai Lama says that, in order to build relationships that will satisfy us over time, we must learn to “get to know the deeper nature of the person and relate to her or him on that level, instead of merely on the basis of superficial characteristics.”

Love is always available to each of us—if we are open to it. If you can love yourself for who you truly are, you’ll be able to extend the same love and trust to others. As trust, acceptance and sharing become a theme in your relationship, you’ll find you experience less extreme ups and downs and more sustained feelings of intimacy and warmth.

confused right now,

russ d'great

cloud9 feeling...

colorful ballpens make my daily life and activities more colorful than ever!

i received colorful ballpens as a gift this day and it's cute, amazing, awesome and helpful coz if you personally know me, ballpens play an important role in my life..lolololol.. but it's true so i am very happy i received a pink, green, violet, blue and red pens.. hahaha... 

have you wondered sometimes that you are discovering something that's very unusual? the way you exchanged smiles, the way he turned his eyes away when you're looking at him, the way you pick on each other, the irritating attention and the blunt cares,it's like you're in  cloud 9,  where the stars are above you, the moon seems to look at you, and at daytime the sun pour all her love on you, it's like you are in love secretly, it's like you are in love for the very first time, the very first time you met, the very first time you exchange thoughts, it's like the first time again, the refreshing feeling when his skin unintentionally touches yours, when you smell the shampoo he's using, the perfume he's wearing, it's very beautiful to fell in love for the very first time although honestly it's the second time already... it's remarkable when you feel that way! that's why i'm sharing this before i will sleep.. if it's a right thing at the wrong time? can you handle the feeling to stay that way or you'll ask that the feeling will go away? 

^.^ russ d'great

10 things i hate about you!

These are the two scenes from the movie i watched last night,  it’s called 10 things about you, and heath ledger was super cute in this movie although we all know that he died from overdose last 2009 but i still enjoyed the movie knowing that he’s kinda dead already..haha.. and julia stiles acting was just her style really. I just downloaded this movie the other day and it was satisfying because i’ve been planning to download this movie eversince. The last of the movie where kat made a poem as their assignment on their shakespeare class is just amazing, it made me cry coz i remembered something.. haha... funny though the second part of the movie which i love the most was the part where heath ledger sang and dance ‘can’t take my eyes of you’ it was just really sweet.. hahaha....

 




so enough of this post valentine scenes.. hahaah... so sweet though... sayang si heath ledger :(

and so about my day, it was kinda good, lagi naman kaming masaya ni rj, sinamahan si thal magyosi, nakinig sa mga kwento ni dona then helped tin save her ass again.. hay buhay talaga, pa ulit ulit nalang, tapos pinaka-ayaw ko pa naman 'yong maging cynosure ako sa meeting, 'yong tipong ikaw na 'yong topic dahil sa mga kalokohan mo, as in kasi ng meeting kami ngayon, bigla ba namang nabaling 'yong topic sakin, tama ba 'yon? buti nalang sobrang galing kong mg divert ng topic, pero honestly di ko talaga gusto 'yong ganun, i can ride on the jokes and everything but don't make me the cynosure of your damn meetings coz i'm know what i'm doing, and hello kung gusto ninyo ng pa good shot ok fine i can do it, but i'm not doing it coz i'm a hypocrite i'm doing it coz i'm driven and i want to make things right.. sobrang asar lang... mahirap talaga maging

mga tip sa pagpapakamatay part 1!!!

si bob ong ay nakilala ko nung ako'y nag-aaral pa lamang sa kolehiyo, siya ang best selling author sa library namin, most of the time naka out lahat ng libro nya kasi hiniram na ng mga kabataang walang ibang gawin kundi ang magbasa ng mga pangaral at kalokohang madalas topic sa mga libro nya. di naman ako fanatic pero bilib ako sa kanya, simple lang 'yong mga life lessons na tinutumbok nya  pero tumatagos sa puso naman kahit papano, ang pinakabilib ako dun eh 'yong humor na dala ng bawat salitang nilalaman ng sinulat nya. siguro kung kilala ko siya sa totoong buhay eh magka-vibes siguro kami kasi gusto ko talaga 'yong mga mapagbirong tao, hahaha... nakakatuwa lang 'tong nabasa kong mga tip sa pagpapakamatay na isinulat syempre ni bob ong.. tip sya sa pagpapakamatay diba? pero hindi ibig sabihin gusto ko na ding magpakamatay, sa mga babasahin nyo, marerealize nyo na parang kabaligtaran ang gusto nyang iparating, na hindi dapat magpakamatay, na dapat pahalagahan natin ang buhay at ang mga mahal natin sa buhay. It's where humor comes in. 

TIP SA PAGPAPAKAMATAY- PART 1 MUNA!

1.

Bago ang lahat, alamin muna ang tamang dahilan sa pagsu-suicide. Kung ang problema mo ay dahil lang naman sa wala kang pera o iniwan ka ng minamahal mo, hindi ka dapat magpatiwakal. Ang mundo ay tambak ng mga tao na pwede mong mahalin at ang pera naman ay pwedeng kitain, kaya hindi ka dapat mawalan ng pag-asa.

2.

Kung desidido ka na sa gagawin mo at sa tingin mo ay meron kang tamang dahilan para gawin ito, ang susunod mong hakbang ay ang pagpili ng paraan ng pagpapakamatay. Ang mga popular dahilan ay ang pagbibigti, pag-inom ng lason, pagtalon sa riles ng tren, pagbaril sa ulo (o sa puso, kung wala ka ng ulo pero buhay ka pa rin), at paglalaslas ng pulso.

Ang mga jologs na paraan ay ang pagtalon sa mataas na gusali, pagpapasagasa sa EDSA, at pagpigil ng hininga

Tandaan na maari ka pang mabuhay pag nagkamali ka sa pagsasagawa ng mga nabanggit, kaya pumili lamang ng isa na hiyang sa iyo.

Bukod dyan, marami sa mga paraan na ito ang makalat at nakakapangit. Dyahe naman kung pagtitinginan ng mga tao yung mukha mo sa ataul tapos mukha kang dehydrated na langaw.

3.

Sumulat ng suicide note. Eto ang exciting. Dito pwede mong sisihin lahat ng tao, at wala silang magagawa. Sabihin mo na hindi mo gustong tapusin ang iyong buhay, kaso lang bad trip sila lahat.

Pero wag ding kalimutang humingi ngtawad sa bandang huli para mas cool pag ginawang pelikula ni Carlo J. Caparas ang buhay mo.

At tandaan, importante ang suicide note para malaman ng mga tao na nagpakamatay ka nga at hindi namurder. Sa ganitong paraan maiiwasan ng PNP ang pagkuha sa kalye ng kahit sinong tambay bilang suspect.

nakuha ko pa talagang mgsulat ngayon samantalang i'm super exhausted talaga, it's not a surprise anymore for us na marami kaming ginawa kanina sa office kasi payroll period nga naman ngayon, maraming ngbayad ng bills, ng deposit, withdrawal, lahat na, nakakapagod talaga,tapos sinalihan pa ng palpak kong officemate na gusto ko sanang sabihin mgpakamatay nalang siya, pero super mean ko na kung gagawin ko pa 'yon and it's not right to do so, kaya nga sinulat ko 'to para makakuha siya ng tip kung sakali man..haha. joke lang.. actually, private property ko 'tong blog kong 'to kumbaga dito ako nakakapagbuhos ng totoong nilalaman ng damdamin ko, at nakakapag-whine din ako dito so super secret to sa mga taong bina blog ko..hahaha.. kaya... goodluck sa kanila at least may outlet ako.. hay.. hanggang dito nalang muna mga pipz...

@_@ russ d'great

the ugly truth about valentines day!!!!

ganito kasi un..

valentines is suppose to be a happy day, with flower deliveries, lunch and dinner dates and all that but today was a disaster, i feel for my officemate who was just told by our branch head that she might not be regularized, what a damn news right for a day like this but who cares, it happened anyways and now my dear friend went home with a gloomy face, parang bumagsak ang malaking globo sa MOA sa kanya, kung meron lang akong pwedeng gawin, i dont wanna see people sad.

on the other hand, i'm happy, kinda, not so, di natuloy date ko ngayon, coz ayaw namin sumabay sa mga taong makikigulo ngayon sa mga restawran, may lavapalooza din ngayon but what the heck, sa wednesday nalang ako lalabas. i wanna share a message made by me to a person who mean so much to me but i guess it's time for the foolishness to stop coz it will never work at all, you can say i'm pathetic for writing this and sending this to him,, yes ok, i'm pathetic if that's what you wanna hear people.. but i can no longer bear this and i wanna liberate myself for God's sake.. 

this is how it goes...

"don't act like you care coz i know u don't , and why did i appreciate you for who you are? if you don't like me then don't bother to communicate with me. i'm sure many girls are after your appreciation so back off. u know me now like what you've said and i bet u don't wanna go far and know me better, i hate u like for real, for real, u never appreciated me. u never did. thanks to you my valentines day is very colorful. i could accept hurtful words from people who don't know me, but U? u said all those? the fact that at one point in our lives we have this mutual understanding, and the fact that the only thing you haven't showed and shared with me is your naked body, the fact that u still see me as a stranger with bad attitude and all that? what a waste. u have lots of friends, you'll be fine, the sad thing is i'm the real loser coz i trusted u and listened to u. i dont wanna talk to you, ever again. i swear to God. bye."

i know i'm really pathetic just by reading my message, isipin nyo  i sent that through a cellphone lang, of course shortcut ung iba and it's about 6 pesos coz it's too long.. see, diba pathetic talaga and apparently i wanna replace tom in that moving stick figure above, after those moments, i became silent the whole day and the grogginess i just can't hide.. but it's all done now and i can say it's over, i have a relationship to nourish and persons to know better.. sooo liberating... and i'm looking forward to something better this wednesday and for the days to come...

^_@ russ d'great

wtf is coral player?!!

ganito kasi un...

i'm a movie freak and i love to download movies through this vuze downloader powered by torrent, and it's so cool, i've download lots of movies through this downloader and this night since nandito lang ako sa bahay kasi bukas pa naman date ko sana lang matuloy, well ok lang kahit hindi marami pa namang time.. and by that time well ayoko na e share un..hahaha.. pag tinupak ako sige ok lang.., stick tau dito sa kinaiinisan ko.. so i download the movie "no strings attached" ni ashton kutcher and natalie portman so the time na natapos na, i'm sooo happy syempre kasi tapos na nga then i played it with different players installed in my computer, windows media player, vlc player, tapos quicktime player pero wala pa din it doesn't work, wtf.. at the end of the 30 second clip it goes like i need to download coral player?!! what the heck?! for the 1st time palpak ang download ko sa vuze, nakaka.asar, nakakainis kasi ilang oras ko hinintay un dahil sobrang bagal ng broadband internet connection tapos un lang, then i found out u need to pay to download coral player? grrr.. i'm so pissed....

arrrgghh... i'm super duper pissed....

  

russ d'great

love love love!!! kowts ng mga sikat para sa balemtimes... ^_^

Love...such a powerful emotion that has inspired countless artists to paint masterpieces, composers to write unforgettable music, authors to pen bestselling novels and playwrights to nail either happy or tragic love stories. Let's read what some composers, musicians, singers, authors, playwrights, and other music personalities have said about love.. 

But before you check out all those quotes below i'm encouraging you to read my definition of love, it's all written at 1st Corinthians chapter 13, love is patient and kind, it's not jealous nor proud, love rejoices in the truth, not in the wrong, love never ends..very beautiful verses but very hard to live by coz at one point in our lives we became impatient-waiting for our true love to come, we became resentful-for the hurts we undergo because of break-ups and misunderstandings, we became jealous, envious-with those people who are living a happy life, with those people who finally settled with someone they love and who loves them, we became proud of everything we have just to raise our damaged self-esteem because of the mistakes we made to satisfy our need for love, we became liars-to people who truly loves us, and at one point in our lives we hope for someone's misfortune thinking it would compensate the hurt they've done.. we should remember that love knows no boundaries, when we love, it should be unconditional, it should not be because it's like this and that and most importantly we should not mistake love for revenge and self-satisfaction..and most specially we should not mistake love for lust..

so here we gooo.....

 Ludwig van Beethoven
"I can live only wholly with you or not at all.”

William Shakespeare
“One half of me is yours, the other half yours-
Mine own, I would say; but if mine, then yours,
And so all yours!”

Benjamin Britten
"These two are not two, love has made them one. Amo Ergo Sum! And by its mystery each is no less but more."

Ray Charles
"Love is a special word, and I use it only when I mean it. You say the word too much and it becomes cheap.”

Joshua Harris
“TRUE LOVE isn't just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace, before two people are married, love is expressed in self-control, patience even words left unsaid..”

Duke Ellington
"Love is supreme and unconditional; like is nice but limited.”

Ella Fitzgerald
"Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong."

George Gershwin
"For suddenly, I saw you there
And through foggy London town
The sun was shining everywhere..."

Billie Holiday
"Love is like a faucet, it turns off and on."

Kurt Cobain
"I’d rather be hated for who I am than loved for who  I am not."

Charles Ives
"If a composer has a nice wife and some nice children, how can he let the children starve on his dissonances?"

Alicia Keys
"If I didn't love it, I would not record it."

Carole King
"Do the things you believe in, in the name of love. And know that, you aren't alone. We all have doubts and fears.”

Beyonce Knowles
"There's definitely a dangerous feeling when you're in love--it's giving your heart to someone else and knowing that they have control over your feelings. I know for me, who always tries to be so tough, that's the dangerous thing.”

John Lennon
"We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it."

Sarah McLachlan
"If you love large, you've got to hurt large. If you've got a lot of light, you've probably got an equal amount of darkness."

Gian Carlo Menotti
"I know of no better definition of love than the one given by Proust - Love is space and time measured by the heart.”

Mandy Moore
"Love is like nothing else on this earth, but only when it is shared with someone wonderful like you."

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
"Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius."

Franz Schubert
"Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same.”

Alexander Scriabin
"In love's God-like breathing, there's the innermost aspect of the universe."

Beverly Sills
"I had found a kind of serenity, a new maturity... I didn't feel better or stronger than anyone else but it seemed no longer important whether everyone loved me or not--more important now was for me to love them. Feeling that way turns your whole life around; living becomes the act of giving."

Igor Stravinsky
"What force is more potent than love?"

Justin Timberlake
“Every relationship I've been in, I've overwhelmed the girl. They just can't handle all the love.”

in love ^.^

russ d’great

tsk tsk tsk...

isipin nyo friday ngayon, dami ngyaya, as in may lakad kami ngayon pero isipin nyo kung nasan ako, dito nag iinternet, ngsusulat obvious diba? siguro galit na skin si thal ngayon tsaka si aneng kasi di pa umaalis dito sa bahay, sa totoo lang, pagod talaga ako, ganito ako kapag dumating na sa bahay at nakahiga na at kaharap na ang netbook ko, nawawalan ako ng ganang umalis, gusto ko mag movie marathon ngayon, mg rerun ng criminal minds series, dalawang linggo na kasi kaming sunod sunod na gumimik, honestly dalawang linggo na din akong di nakapagsimba kasi pagod dahil puyat, sana lang maintindihan nila ako kung anong ibig sabihin sa hindi ko pagrereply sa mga text nila, di ko talaga alam paano tumanggi. 

sana di nalang pala ako umuwi ng bahay.. hahay buhay! ganito ung mga araw na gusto ko ung tipong maraming ngyayayang lumabas kaya inabot talaga ako ng katamaran ko ngayon, mas gusto humarap sa tv, kaya pagkatapos kong magsulat nito eh talagang mapapagod tv sakin.. bukas tsaka sa linggo may nakapending na schedule pero bahala na si batman kung di ako tinamad di hala sige go! kawawa naman si batman lagi nalang siya ang bahala.. haha. anyways.. galit na nga sila pero bahala na talaga gusto ko nalang muna mg.isa at magpahinga.. 

at oi bago ko makalimutan, nalampasan na pala ni Ray Allen si Reggie Miller bilang 3-point King! hehehe... wicked! ang galing diba.. goooo Boston Celtics.. gooo Ray Allen!!! bow.

here's the video of their game with LAL where he makes history by passing reggie miller as most prolific 3-point scorer in season 2010-2011.

nagmamahal,

russ d'great ^_*

just best friends and it's better that way....

I really like you. I do. You're so nice, and sweet, and you listen to all my problems and respond with the appropriate compliments. But, well, I don't really see a romantic relationship in our future. It would be terrible if we let romantic feelings destroy this great friendship we have where I get everything I want and you get nothing you want. Don't you think?

I knew you would understand. You always do.

We're so perfect as friends, you know? I can tell you anything, and you know you can always come to me anytime you need to hear me bitch about work or how ugly I feel. You wouldn't want to ruin a friendship like that just so you could be my boyfriend, and have me look at you with desire and longing in my eyes, if only once—would you? Of course not. Well, if we started dating, it would only complicate this wonderful setup I've got going here.

It's just…you're like my best friend, and I would hate for something you desperately want to change that. I mean, sure, we could go on some dates, maybe mess around a little and finally validate the long months or years you've spent languishing in this platonic nightmare, but then what? How could we ever go back to the way we were, where I take advantage of your clear attraction to me so I can have someone at my beck and call? That part of our friendship means so much to me.

No. We are just destined to be really, really good friends who only hang out when I don't have a boyfriend, but still need male attention to boost my fragile and all-consuming ego.

Anything can happen once you bring romance in. Think about how awful our past relationships was at the end. The guy I'd call you crying about at 3 a.m. because he wouldn't answer my texts? The guy I met at the birthday party you threw me? I had insanely passionate sex with him for four months and now we don't even talk anymore. God, I would die if something like that happened to us.

Plus, ick, can you even imagine getting naked in front of each other? I've known you, you're more like a brother that I've drunkenly made out with twice and never mentioned again. It'd be way too weird. And if we did, then whenever you'd come shopping with me, or go to one of my performances or charity events, or take me for ice cream when I've had a bad day at work, you'd be looking at me like, "I've seen her breasts." God, I can't think of anything more awkward that that.

Anyway, you would totally hate me as your girlfriend. I'd be all needy and dramatic and slowly growing to love you. If I was your girlfriend, I would never be able to tell you all about the other asshole guys I date and pretend I don't see how much it crushes you. Let's never lose that. That's what makes us us.

Don't worry. You're so funny and smart and amazing, any girl but me would be lucky to date you. You'll find someone, I know it. And when you do, I'll be right by your side to suddenly become all flirty and affectionate with you in front of her, until she grows jealous and won't believe it when you say we're just friends. But when she dumps you, that's just what we'll be.

^_^ for bestfriends in love...

russ d'great

my top 10 hate songs: maraming bwisit na tao sa mundo...

ganito un..

marami talagang bwisit na tao sa mundo, ung tipong di mo maintindihan pero kelangan mong pakisamahan, ung pinakikisamahan mo nga pero di ka naman maintindihan, ung tipong tuwang tuwa kana pero xa ngsisimula pa lang  xang tumawa, ung mahal mo nga pero balewala ka lang sa kanya, ung tipong balewala lang sayo dati pero mahalaga na sayo ngayon, ung tipong di makapagdesisyon kung anong gusto nya sa buhay nya, ung mga taong ng-aabot ng bayad sa jeep lalo pag dun ka nakaupo malapit sa driver, ung mga taong kumakatok sa restroom kahit alam nilang nakalock, ung mga taong tinatanong ka kung okay ka lang kahit nakasimangot ka, ung mga taong pinag-uusapan ka kahit wala ka sa eksena, ung mga taong pilit mong ni rereach out pero manhid talaga, ung mga taong gusto lang pag-usapan eh ung achievements nila, ung mga high end restaurants na nakainan nila, mga pelikulang napanood nila sa sinehan, mga resort na napuntahan nila, ung mga socialite na peke naman, at ung mga taong lungkot-lungkutan sa buhay nila habang meron naman talagang mga tunay na tao na sadyag malungkot dahil walang matulugan, walang makain, sana lang maisip nila un...kung pwede nga lang mag advice na sige magpakamatay ka nalang pero fucked up ka din kung gagawin mo yan.. kaya naaalala ko tong mga kantang to kapag ganito ang araw ko, pero may gathering mamayang gabi sana bukas maging iba naman playlist ko...

1) three days grace - i hate everything about you....

2) eamon vs. frankee - fuck it... fuck you right back...

3) Weird Al Yankovic - You dont love me anymore

4) puddle of mud - she fucking hates me

5) plain white tees- hate (i really don't like you)

6) ugly kid joe - i hate everything about you...

7) kelly clarkson - since you've been gone

8) lily allen - fuck you

9) pink - just like a pill

10) lily allen - smile

aside sa mga kantang yan, may additonal list pa ako...

* Godsmack ~ I Fucking Hate You.
* Slayer ~ I Hate You.
* Ill Nino ~ Te Amo...I Hate You.
* The Bloodhound Gang ~ I Hope You Die.
* Dope ~ Die Motherfucker Die.
* Slipknot ~ People = Shit.
* Cannibal Corpse ~ Fucked With A Knife.

All songs like that work perfectly for me!

sincerely fucked up,

russ d'great

what to do with your lips...

An excerpt from BOY MEETS GIRL, Say Hello To Courtship...

Only few days after I bought my cell phone, the calls started pouring in. Unfortunately, they weren't for me. It turned out that my phone number had previously belonged to a Domino Pizza Shop. Now at all hours of the day and night people were ringing me with their orders.

"I'm sorry," I'd say, "but this isn't Dominos Pizza. Yes, you dialed the right number. It's just that now it's the number of my cell phone. No, I'm afraid I don't have Domino's new number. Yes. I'm sure they'll honor you two-for-one coupon. Bye."

Most people understood. What I found hilarious were the callers who refused take no for an answer.
"I'd like to order a large cheese pizza," a lady told me.
"I'm sorry, ma'am, this isn't Domino's," I said. "You've reached my personal cell phone."
"How much will it cost?" she asked.
"I have no idea, this is not..."
"Well, When can you deliver it?" she persisted.
"I can't bring you a pizza."
"You don't deliver?!"
"I don't make pizza!"

---------More than just talking------------

Communication. It's not such a simple thing, is it? Besides the complications created by our sinful tendencies and the differences between men and women, we have to deal with wrong phone numbers!

Even the best relationships have their "cheese pizza" moments. These are the times when instead of talking to each other, we talk past each other; time when we're so easily offended of the real issue; moments when we're so focused on ourselves that we forget that hearing isn't they know how to talk.
A lot of people assume that since they know how to talk, they must know how to communicate. If only it were that easy. Like what happened to the conversation above, they really weren't communicating. Why weren't they? Because communication is more than just speaking; it's listening. And it's more that just listening; it's understanding and properly responding to what we've heard. Clear communication occurs when two people know not only what to say, but when and how to say it.

Many couples assume that since they talk a lot and have romantic feelings for each other, they're communicating well. That isn't necessarily true. It's possible to exchange thousands of words with people and never learn what they believe or value or feel. It's possible to fall in love with what you imagine someone is like, yet never see him or her for who they really are.

Maybe the title made you think that it's going to discuss the proper timing and technique for locking lips with your sweetheart. Sorry - you won't find that here. The most important thing your lips can do right now isn't kissing, it's communicating.

love and other drugs ^.^

grabe ang araw na ito, super nakakapagod, super sakit ng ulo ko simula pa kanina kasi parang umatake na naman migraine ko, super busy kami, super dami ng tao, super dami naming ginawa, super talaga lahat, kay super isip din ako kung anong pwedeng gawin sa weekend na darating, naisip siguro mang iinvite si thal kasi birthday na nya sa linggo, pero in the meantime plano ko talaga manood ng movie, and if ever walang magawa ngayong friday or saturday, i would love to watch Love and Other Drugs which stars Jake Gyllenhaal and Anne Hathaway.

and for whatever reason i need to watch this movie..hahahaha... actually currently downloading but i wanna watch this on the big screen..so long way to go..hahaha..

either way, i think i'm gonna enjoy this movie.... i'll give some reviews after watching this i promise... haha...

next time ulet...

russ d'great