the philippine version of gossip girl-losers, bitters and insecures!

Well, it's definitely different coz as for the popular gossiper in the upper east side Manhattan, this unhealthy habit is compose of i guess to be exact 6 people! too many right? but as they usually say, it's fun to gossip when you're many specially when you share the same interests, hate same persons, eat the same foods and by no means i hope this is not happening... share the same boyfriends? or toothbrush? hahaha.. well those are way off the grid! I can't stop thinking about this that while I am trying my best to rearrange my life to be very simple they're are always ruining my day! Coz for me, I believe that talking about a person specially when it's not good news and she/he is not actually present in the conversation is very unhealthy and they keep doing this inside the office and i find this very annoying! this is what I would like to say! People.... hey! this isn't your high school anymore, and you're not surrounded with dumb and naive homo sapiens, these people (we, including myself) are actually professionals, educated and most of the time hates when you are acting like you're highschoolers, please grow up, at your age now, you should be watching each others back and cleaning each others mess not laughing at other people's topsy-turvy lives, nobody's perfect don't think too high of yourselves... my God! rest your tongues before it bites you instead. I'm suffocated watching you every playing relay the message. Grow up people!!!! Can you not think of something happy to talk about or spend your lousy times appreciating things and people? for the six of you, i have three words for you, LOSERS! BITTERS! INSECURES!

cheers to my 70th post!

hello everyone!

I know! I know! it's been a heck of a hiatus, it's been so long. I miss writing and I miss blogging. I got tired and so sick that i stopped for almost a year, and now i'm back! So welcome me back guys! I'm waiting... :) so i came back whining and writing again because I read somewhere that we should do what we love most to release stress and fight depression, of course I love to whine on the internet so that's why when I got home, I started thinking that I should go blogging again. I also find out that the symptoms of stress and depression are when you feel pain on your shoulders, neck and somewhere in your hips and OMG! i feel those right at this very moment. So I'm hoping that these will all go away, hopefully, and I'm trying hard to jog every morning but i always feel sleepy and tired and lazy and tired and lazy and tired, I dunno, maybe one day I might just decide to wake up, wear my running shoes, my jogging pants, and shake it off to the streets. Oh God I'm so looking forward for a happy day and everyday blogging starting now! I miss everyone! Mga ka-blogs, see yah around... this time it's for good! :)))

ten reasons to go to work naked!!!

10.) No one ever steals your chair.

9.) Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning.

8.) Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk.

7.) People stop stealing your pens after they''ve seen where you keep them.

6.) You want to see if it''s like the dream.

5.) You could easily hold 2 cups of coffee and a "Dozen" doughnuts.

4.) "I''d love to chip in... but I left my wallet in my pants."

3.) Inventive way to finally meet that ''special'' person in Human Resources.

2.) Can take advantage of your computer monitor radiation to work on your tan.

And... drum roll... the Number One reason to go to work naked!!!!!!!!

1.) Your boss will never say, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!" ever again.

direct from my inverted mind..peace!

russ d'great

my top 10 hate songs: maraming bwisit na tao sa mundo...

ganito un..

marami talagang bwisit na tao sa mundo, ung tipong di mo maintindihan pero kailangan mong pakisamahan, ung pinakikisamahan mo nga pero di ka naman maintindihan, yung tipong tuwang tuwa kana pero siya ngsisimula pa lang siyang tumawa, yung mahal mo nga pero balewala ka lang sa kanya, yung tipong balewala lang sayo dati pero mahalaga na sayo ngayon, yung tipong di makapagdesisyon kung anong gusto nya sa buhay nya, yung mga taong ng-aabot ng bayad sa jeep lalo pag dun ka nakaupo malapit sa driver, yung mga taong kumakatok sa restroom kahit alam nilang nakalock, yung mga taong tinatanong ka kung okay ka lang kahit nakasimangot ka, yung mga taong pinag-uusapan ka kahit wala ka sa eksena, yung mga taong pilit mong ni rereach out pero manhid talaga, yung mga taong gusto lang pag-usapan eh ung achievements nila, ung mga high end restaurants na nakainan nila, mga pelikulang napanood nila sa sinehan, mga resort na napuntahan nila, ung mga socialite na peke naman, at ung mga taong lungkot-lungkutan sa buhay nila habang meron naman talagang mga tunay na tao na sadyang malungkot dahil walang matulugan, walang makain, sana lang maisip nila un...kung pwede nga lang mag advice na sige magpakamatay ka nalang pero fucked up ka din kung gagawin mo yan.. kaya naaalala ko tong mga kantang to kapag ganito ang araw ko, pero may gathering mamayang gabi sana bukas maging iba naman playlist ko...

1) three days grace - i hate everything about you....

2) eamon vs. frankee - fuck it... fuck you right back...

3) Weird Al Yankovic - You dont love me anymore

4) puddle of mud - she fucking hates me

5) plain white tees- hate (i really don't like you)

6) ugly kid joe - i hate everything about you...

7) kelly clarkson - since you've been gone

8) lily allen - fuck you

9) pink - just like a pill

10) lily allen - smile

aside sa mga kantang yan, may additonal list pa ako...

* Godsmack ~ I Fucking Hate You.
* Slayer ~ I Hate You.
* Ill Nino ~ Te Amo...I Hate You.
* The Bloodhound Gang ~ I Hope You Die.
* Dope ~ Die Motherfucker Die.
* Slipknot ~ People = Shit.
* Cannibal Corpse ~ Fucked With A Knife.

All songs like that work perfectly for me!

sincerely fucked up,

russ d'great

wala lang

i'm so pissed off right now coz i was transferred to another branch but i'm very thankful coz i guess my new branch is not that bad at all.. thank you God and gudluck to me.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P.S

Why we need friendships?

Friendships are the gift to the man kind. The relation which we get in this world are blood related. But the only relationships which does not related to blood is friendship. Friendship has many forms and shapes. It is like water. If we pour the water into a jug it takes the shape of jug. if you pour the same water into a bowl it takes the shape o bowl. Sameway friendships will take a different shapes and sizes according to our heart. Friendship gives pleasure to human beings. Where there is friendship then there will not be any sorrow. When you see a child laughing you will forget your sorrows for a second, sameway when you are with a friend you forget your sorrows.

Friendships crosses boundries

The world is rotating smoothly because of the friendly hearts in the world. it crosses boundries and share a mutual bonding of love. Friendships will take care of this entire world from problems. If we are friends then our countries will, when our countries are friends then there is not need of weapons. So take weapon named friendship and love and conquer the world with love.

Friendships saves life

Trusted true friendships never makes others down. it helps a lot to make friends to come up from the situation. Friendships never expect anything in return for all its offering. It saves life without looking into situation.

Why we need friends & friendships?

Friends comes with friendships, They are the channel of love and affection. Friends are like child's heart which doesn't know wrong thinking. When there is a friend with us we feel secure, happy, huge support, and comfortable which you can't get from others.

So Lets get some real friends in this world. and let's be Friends.

russ d great ^_^

ang malalanding katulad nila...

bukas dapat may get together kami, 'yong dati naming accountant sa branch ngyaya ng inuman kasi mag aabroad na yata, syempre usapan kami kami lang, tipong ung mga dating ng.iinuman sa talyer, ung dating ngtatawagan pag may problema para pag usapan over a beer, whatsoever.... holy shit! ngayong gabi lang may nagsabi sakin na itong si flirty juan eh niyaya si juana na xang parang dahilan bakit on the rocks relasyon nila ngayon ni maria, kasi xmpre si juan mejo malamig na kay maria tipong nghahanap na ng dahilan para umiwas kay maria, di ko lang talaga sure kung anong patutunguhan nila.  di ko lang alam pangingialam ba ang ganito? honestly kaibigan kong matalik si juan, noon pa lang sabi ko wag masyado dumikit kay juana kasi kakabreak lang dun sa ex boyfriend nya, syempre walang ibang kaibigan na lalaki kundi xa lang syempre kung pakikitaan nya ng care un eh baka sa kanya malipat ung atensyon, ung love..lahat lahat na, na tipong un na ang ngyayari ngayon, alam ko hanggang dun nalang ang obligasyon ko bilang kaibigan kay juan, ung pagsabihan xa, actually mahirap makialam baka kami pa ang magmukhang pakialamera at masama, at least napagsabihan ko na si juan, si juana naman pinagsasabihan din nila, kay lang si juana patuloy pa din sa pagpapakyut kaya siguro hanggang ngayon si juan at maria at di pa din nagkakaayos, parang cooL off sila, desisyon ng mga engot... sana lang sa susunod  naming pag-uusap eh ung totoo naman ang marinig namin hindi puro pagsisinungaling at puro denial nalang... sana magkausap din ng maayos si juan at maria at sana matuldukan na ni juan at juana kung ano ba talagang gusto nila sa isa't isa kasi nakakasar silang panoorin habang may ibang taong nasasaktan.. ito pala ung sinasabi nilang back to normal? pinapakitaan sila ng normal, ng tipong magandang kalooban eh akala nila mganda na ung ginagawa nila... kaya pakikitaan ko sila ng tamang ugaling para sa kanila... at isa pa di nako pupunta bukas dahil nawalan nako ng gana....

currently feeling: nabubuwisit...bow..

russ

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forbidden love..... ito ba ung bawal na pag-ibig? o bawal na flirting?

the feeling of being in love and being love in return is great... ung tipong mahal na mahal mo tapos mahal na mahal ka rin, there are people na meant for each other dahil sabi nga sila ung destiny, iba iba yan eh, merong iba, it's their first time together, pareho silang first time to be in a relationship, and for some the other party is experienced but not committed while it's the other party's first time, and for others they're both experimenting because of the heartaches they experienced from the past, and due to our country's culture which is very conservative, we see people sneaking out just to date because they know people will criticize them because they're both committed but they're trying a new love affair. Well, okay lang naman un, ung tipong kahit pareho kaung committed or shall we say tied up but your past love affairs doesn't haunt u anymore or shall we say even if you're not legally separated but at least alam nyong wala na talaga para peaceful ung new relationship nyo.. ok lang 'yong ganun, walang problema...

but what i really don't understand at the moment is that, bakit ganun ang ugali ng mga lalaki? mahilig lang ba silang mg take advantage or they just wanna help you forget after an infamous break up specially when the girl is involve with the last part of my 1st paragraph...? the scenario is this, nasa isang bar kami kasi birthday ng kaibigan namin, so we gather together, we're all there, then after drinking some beers the conversation goes like this.. short and concise the boy whispered to the girl.

boy : alam mo ba 'girl' crush talaga dati pa... (the girl is having an infamous break up literally for whatever reason i'm keeping it coz it's their right and the boy has a present girlfriend)

the girl just smiled maybe shocked and if she actually liked the guy maybe she's kilig to the bones... of course everybody was teasing them knowing that the boy had a present girlfriend, i also joined them in teasing but we don't expect that something will went wrong.. so when we got to our works, everything was fine, at first the girl was like ilang because of what the boy said, but at the latter part, the girl became kind of aggressive in a way that she was making papansin na, and maybe they're texting but who cares, in some point lang sana alam nila limitations nila kasi for me naman baka is that baka girl nadadala lang kasi weakest point ng life nya this time coz of the break up she had recently that's why she was kind of infatuated with the boy because of the care he's showing towards her and the constant tease as well from us, we can't blame her if she was expecting something, and sana lang ung boy naman alam din nya ang limitations nya na she can't love two people romantically at the same time, coz everybody knows he has a girlfriend, kasi kahit anong gawin nya may masasaktan din sa huli, it can't be a 70:30 love, love can't be divided, love should be whole, coz it would be unfair for the both of them, specially for the girl coz I know the boy loves her girlfriend so much, but I can't take the fact that he actually told me na may feelings din xa sa girl as I said, divided love is not possible, sinong magiging kawawa sa huli? ung girl? ung girlfriend? or baka matauhan ung 2 ung boy ang kawawa kasi siya ang maiiwan mag.isa, hmmm.. buti sana kung ganun... 

and the dilemma is that, feeling nila pinakikialaman buhay nila because of what happened recently in our happy happy moments during out of town, everybody saw it, some didn't care, some overreacted, some didn't know, for the girl's friend of course it's her responsibility to reprimand or 'not tolerate' her and as the boy's friend, i'm not the only one, we already told him about it, tama sila mejo pangingialam nga 'yong ganun, kaya lang kasi kaibigan mo kami, sabi nga nila 'what are friends for diba?' and both of them are denying what happened, they insisted that it's nothing, that the boy was just drunk, okay we understand, okay, need not explain coz we're not your girlfriends but if his girlfriend will have the knowledge of what happened, what do you think? and for the girl, she was 100% sober,alam mo un, nasa tamang pag.iisip walang alcohol ang utak, ang ktawan, she knows exactly what to do but she didn't do it... un lang.. then denial silang dalawa, and now, we decided not to interfere anymore, we decided that whatever it is, di na kami mangigialam, coz we know they wanted something that both of them only knows, but ito lang masasabi ko, don't develop that love in front of me coz i'm gonna blou you up freaks!!! and if you decided to go that way and you don't need any advice and we're not giving any advice anymore it means we're only acquaintances now, no care, walang pakialamanan, sabi nga nila if you win one, u lose one, ok lang sana kung pareho kayong libre, sana lang natuto na kau dun sa mga past experiences nyo.. if you want to win each other then i'm sorry to say that you're gonna lose your friends coz once and for all we already did what we need to do but you keep on saying na nangigialam kami,di pangingialam un, we care un un but i guess you guyz don't need it and you're old enough to decide on the right things, we hope, so stop sneaking out.... sana lang walang kawawa sa bandang huli, sana lang di malaman ng girlfriend ng boy, sana marealized na ng girl na she's expecting nothing, and sana lang boy wag masyadong mayabang at wag mg take advantage... un lang bow..

dot dot dot pause

"Do not store up riches for yourselves here on
earth, where moths and rust destroy, and robbers
break in and steal. Instead, store up riches for yourselves
in heaven, where moths and rust cannot destroy, and
robbers cannot break in and steal. For your heart will
always be where your riches are." Matthew 6:19-21

Time read today: 6:30 A.M

Here how it goes:

i have lived for almost 24 years already here on earth and
had experienced different kinds of difficulties and adversities because
I wasn't born like any other rich people which everything falls into place
ever since they were born. But though it was like that, I never felt bitter
on the situations I faced ever since. If they were blessed, how much
more me? I just wish and hope that though we have everything in life and
we find everything happening according to what we expect, we should
still always find time to think that it came from God and start thanking
Him.. God gives everything if only we find our delight in Him.. We should
ask everything in His name..

"Ask and you will receive, seek and you will find; knock and the door will
be opened to you." Matthew 7:7

We should try to put in mind that as Christians, we should put our faith
in God, to His promises. He's an awesome God who always works for
good for His people... He will give the help we we need financially and emotionally.
Problems come and go, it's normal, it should make us strong at times..

central bar makati: a place for dabarkads

if you're looking for the cheapest but the coolest way to chill, then you'll be having fun at central bbqboy grill, well they have some branches around the metro but i prefer makati of course coz i live here. if you just want to have a night out or a fun getaway during weekends then central bar makati is definitely the place... if you have problems with the heart and wants to shake it off you can join their lively beat of new tracks and dancing waiters for a new experience, and you can't find cocky bouncers out there, just by looking at them you can see that they're super strong..haha.. you can have a taste of their best sellers "badboy, badgirl and badtrip" it's a mixture well only their bartenders really knew what it is but i tell you, they're really good at mixing coz the drinks just taste like juices but it's kinda 'traydor' so you should be moderate in drinking those... but it's really fun, fun, fun, to chill at central bbqboy grill...

if you're friend had a bad day, you had a bad day then try their bestseller badtrip, hahaha.. if you're having a pity weekend coz you're boss picked on you the whole day and you finally give your rant in front of her/him then you feel guilty coz you feel you're so evil then have a drink with their bestseller badgirl to complete the act.. the place is cozy, the people are friendly and don't start a fight coz big bouncers are just on your side people... it's not so good looking at you being thrown out of the place.. have a great weekend everyone...

friends having good time at central bar makati...

and the girl from the very left, that's dona, my super cool officemate, of course if you're a follower of mine her name has been mentioned a lot of times already in my blog, she will be having her birthday celeb this march 19, and because the place is so awesome, we will be there..  yes! yes! yes! hurray! and don't ask me why i'm not in the picture.. hahaha.. bless you guyz.. and click YEHEY! to visit their website... go go go!

^_* russ d'great

life sucks! bigtime!

life sucks bigtime kasi,

1.ung tatay ng kaibigan kong 5 years na nyang di nakita ay bumisita sa office kahapon kasama ang bagong jowa, sa sobrang inis at lungkot ng friend ko pinainom nya kami kagabi, libre lang ang malasing...hehehe

2. kasi di namin alam gagawin sa buhay namin

3. may ngtx sakin kanina ang tx ganito "russ kelan kaya tayo yayaman?" sagot ko: "ang hirap naman ng tanong mo" haha.. sucker...

4. dahil walang privacy sa office lumalabas kami after  kumain  ng lunch at tumatambay sa likod at nagpapausok at dun kami bumubwelta ng sari saring ka echosan sa buhay... :p

5. kasi feeling feelingan ang isang tao na dati mahalaga sa buhay pero ngayon ewan ko lang dahil di na ako natutuwa sa kanya.. feeling nya lahat ng koment ko sa fb may kahulagan.. hello? reality check lang.. please lang..

6. dahil kahit anong gawin ko di ako nalalasing, sayang ang alak.. tsk.tsk..

7. dahil may bagong meat balls na ang jollibee pero hanggang ngayon di ko pa din natitikman.. bigtime na bigtime talaga..

8. dahil naiinis ako sa kanya kahit wala siyang ginagawa sakin..

9. kanina mag-isa lang ako sa opis.. absent si dona, absent si rj, busy si thal, nahihilo pa habang nagpapausok kami kaya mejo hindi kami ng enjoy...

10. ng delete ako ng friend sa facebook at hindi ko na talaga siya e aadd dahil feeling siya.. kala nya ganun pa din ako dati..pwes for you general information... i'm changed... sayang ang mga oras na inaksaya ko  pero aus lang kasi kahit " LIFE SUCKS BIGTIME" eh MASAYA pa din naman ako kasi may mga kaibigan ako at pamilyang ngmamahal skin.. un lang...bow...

russ d'great ^_^

the thin line between HATE and LOVE!

Have you ever noticed how, in romantic relationships, it seems we are always riding the line between adoring and abhorring our partner? Things will be going fine; you’re adrift on a sea of love and affection—then your significant other does something you don’t like. Suddenly, you’re fuming, thinking, ‘It’s OVER!’—your lover changed to villain in less time than it takes to change your socks.

Why does this happen? Is it simply human nature, or perhaps the nature of romantic love? Why do these relationships make us so crazy, turning even the calmest participants into self-contained roller coasters of emotion, causing us to do and say things we neither mean nor understand?  

While hormones and conflicting egos play their part in the fickleness of our love partnerships, the real problem has more to do with an outdated idea (or ideal) of romantic love—a model designed to create conflict and leave us disappointed.

Mention the word ‘love’ or talk about ‘falling in love’, and, for many of us, an idealized image from a Hollywood movie comes to mind, perhaps a romantic scene from a piece of literature or a favorite love song. This is love, according to the popular media: There’s a conflict of some kind, but, eventually, the couple ends up getting together. Then there’s that big kiss, maybe a marriage scene, and the two live happily ever after…except things never seem to work out quite as conveniently in the world we find ourselves in. Where does that ideas come from?

These were tales of valiant knights slaying dragons and rescuing beautiful maidens (who, subsequently and without-fail, would fall in love with the knight—true love, problem free and never-ending). How many stories, movies, plays and TV shows end in marriage?

This idealistic approach to the subject of attraction has endured in popular culture all the way up until today. To prove it, just head out to your local movie mega-plex; from drama to comedy, there’s no shortage of idealized romance to lose oneself in.

But I like romantic movies!

These types of stories are uplifting and inspiring, but as we see these themes again and again, they can become symbols imbedded in our subconscious. The majority of romantic stories we hear are the ones we are told as children. When a child hears a story that addresses adult themes (like courtship and marriage), they absorb that information and take the story at face value. Combined with whatever other programming the child receives from their parents, peers and the media, they assume, “This is how things will probably play out for me.” 

What many of us don’t realize when we’re out there in the dating world or trying to make things work in a long-term relationship is that this thing we’re trying to attain—what we view as our most important relationship—is a combination of idealization and fantasy, not at all real. 

This romantic image is one that most of us have been building since childhood, and it is an ideal that could include unrealistic expectations. When our expectations aren’t met, we can start to feel completely out of control. Sometimes we behave childishly or act out, but it’s understandable that it would be difficult to wield these emotions—our motivations originate in decisions we made about our adult life at a very young age when our understanding of the world was more black and white.

When we superimpose our fabricated picture of romantic love onto a real situation, we’re going to be disappointed. That’s because people don’t behave like fantasies. They behave like people. They do unexpected things. They can, at times, be selfish, distant or weak. They can also be kind, inspiring and selfless. This is the beauty of being human.

However, if our fantasies are running the show, we may decide that we love someone based solely on physical appearance and sexual attraction. When this happens, the other person is related to as our possession—an object, not a human being. We may experience truly positive emotions at first, but, if unsavory aspects of the other person are revealed, our perfect vision is shattered, and soon we’re flooded with judgments about them.

In the book The Art of Happiness, his Holiness the Dalai Lama says that, in order to build relationships that will satisfy us over time, we must learn to “get to know the deeper nature of the person and relate to her or him on that level, instead of merely on the basis of superficial characteristics.”

Love is always available to each of us—if we are open to it. If you can love yourself for who you truly are, you’ll be able to extend the same love and trust to others. As trust, acceptance and sharing become a theme in your relationship, you’ll find you experience less extreme ups and downs and more sustained feelings of intimacy and warmth.

confused right now,

russ d'great

cloud9 feeling...

colorful ballpens make my daily life and activities more colorful than ever!

i received colorful ballpens as a gift this day and it's cute, amazing, awesome and helpful coz if you personally know me, ballpens play an important role in my life..lolololol.. but it's true so i am very happy i received a pink, green, violet, blue and red pens.. hahaha... 

have you wondered sometimes that you are discovering something that's very unusual? the way you exchanged smiles, the way he turned his eyes away when you're looking at him, the way you pick on each other, the irritating attention and the blunt cares,it's like you're in  cloud 9,  where the stars are above you, the moon seems to look at you, and at daytime the sun pour all her love on you, it's like you are in love secretly, it's like you are in love for the very first time, the very first time you met, the very first time you exchange thoughts, it's like the first time again, the refreshing feeling when his skin unintentionally touches yours, when you smell the shampoo he's using, the perfume he's wearing, it's very beautiful to fell in love for the very first time although honestly it's the second time already... it's remarkable when you feel that way! that's why i'm sharing this before i will sleep.. if it's a right thing at the wrong time? can you handle the feeling to stay that way or you'll ask that the feeling will go away? 

^.^ russ d'great

10 things i hate about you!

These are the two scenes from the movie i watched last night,  it’s called 10 things about you, and heath ledger was super cute in this movie although we all know that he died from overdose last 2009 but i still enjoyed the movie knowing that he’s kinda dead already..haha.. and julia stiles acting was just her style really. I just downloaded this movie the other day and it was satisfying because i’ve been planning to download this movie eversince. The last of the movie where kat made a poem as their assignment on their shakespeare class is just amazing, it made me cry coz i remembered something.. haha... funny though the second part of the movie which i love the most was the part where heath ledger sang and dance ‘can’t take my eyes of you’ it was just really sweet.. hahaha....

 




so enough of this post valentine scenes.. hahaah... so sweet though... sayang si heath ledger :(

and so about my day, it was kinda good, lagi naman kaming masaya ni rj, sinamahan si thal magyosi, nakinig sa mga kwento ni dona then helped tin save her ass again.. hay buhay talaga, pa ulit ulit nalang, tapos pinaka-ayaw ko pa naman 'yong maging cynosure ako sa meeting, 'yong tipong ikaw na 'yong topic dahil sa mga kalokohan mo, as in kasi ng meeting kami ngayon, bigla ba namang nabaling 'yong topic sakin, tama ba 'yon? buti nalang sobrang galing kong mg divert ng topic, pero honestly di ko talaga gusto 'yong ganun, i can ride on the jokes and everything but don't make me the cynosure of your damn meetings coz i'm know what i'm doing, and hello kung gusto ninyo ng pa good shot ok fine i can do it, but i'm not doing it coz i'm a hypocrite i'm doing it coz i'm driven and i want to make things right.. sobrang asar lang... mahirap talaga maging

mga tip sa pagpapakamatay part 1!!!

si bob ong ay nakilala ko nung ako'y nag-aaral pa lamang sa kolehiyo, siya ang best selling author sa library namin, most of the time naka out lahat ng libro nya kasi hiniram na ng mga kabataang walang ibang gawin kundi ang magbasa ng mga pangaral at kalokohang madalas topic sa mga libro nya. di naman ako fanatic pero bilib ako sa kanya, simple lang 'yong mga life lessons na tinutumbok nya  pero tumatagos sa puso naman kahit papano, ang pinakabilib ako dun eh 'yong humor na dala ng bawat salitang nilalaman ng sinulat nya. siguro kung kilala ko siya sa totoong buhay eh magka-vibes siguro kami kasi gusto ko talaga 'yong mga mapagbirong tao, hahaha... nakakatuwa lang 'tong nabasa kong mga tip sa pagpapakamatay na isinulat syempre ni bob ong.. tip sya sa pagpapakamatay diba? pero hindi ibig sabihin gusto ko na ding magpakamatay, sa mga babasahin nyo, marerealize nyo na parang kabaligtaran ang gusto nyang iparating, na hindi dapat magpakamatay, na dapat pahalagahan natin ang buhay at ang mga mahal natin sa buhay. It's where humor comes in. 

TIP SA PAGPAPAKAMATAY- PART 1 MUNA!

1.

Bago ang lahat, alamin muna ang tamang dahilan sa pagsu-suicide. Kung ang problema mo ay dahil lang naman sa wala kang pera o iniwan ka ng minamahal mo, hindi ka dapat magpatiwakal. Ang mundo ay tambak ng mga tao na pwede mong mahalin at ang pera naman ay pwedeng kitain, kaya hindi ka dapat mawalan ng pag-asa.

2.

Kung desidido ka na sa gagawin mo at sa tingin mo ay meron kang tamang dahilan para gawin ito, ang susunod mong hakbang ay ang pagpili ng paraan ng pagpapakamatay. Ang mga popular dahilan ay ang pagbibigti, pag-inom ng lason, pagtalon sa riles ng tren, pagbaril sa ulo (o sa puso, kung wala ka ng ulo pero buhay ka pa rin), at paglalaslas ng pulso.

Ang mga jologs na paraan ay ang pagtalon sa mataas na gusali, pagpapasagasa sa EDSA, at pagpigil ng hininga

Tandaan na maari ka pang mabuhay pag nagkamali ka sa pagsasagawa ng mga nabanggit, kaya pumili lamang ng isa na hiyang sa iyo.

Bukod dyan, marami sa mga paraan na ito ang makalat at nakakapangit. Dyahe naman kung pagtitinginan ng mga tao yung mukha mo sa ataul tapos mukha kang dehydrated na langaw.

3.

Sumulat ng suicide note. Eto ang exciting. Dito pwede mong sisihin lahat ng tao, at wala silang magagawa. Sabihin mo na hindi mo gustong tapusin ang iyong buhay, kaso lang bad trip sila lahat.

Pero wag ding kalimutang humingi ngtawad sa bandang huli para mas cool pag ginawang pelikula ni Carlo J. Caparas ang buhay mo.

At tandaan, importante ang suicide note para malaman ng mga tao na nagpakamatay ka nga at hindi namurder. Sa ganitong paraan maiiwasan ng PNP ang pagkuha sa kalye ng kahit sinong tambay bilang suspect.

nakuha ko pa talagang mgsulat ngayon samantalang i'm super exhausted talaga, it's not a surprise anymore for us na marami kaming ginawa kanina sa office kasi payroll period nga naman ngayon, maraming ngbayad ng bills, ng deposit, withdrawal, lahat na, nakakapagod talaga,tapos sinalihan pa ng palpak kong officemate na gusto ko sanang sabihin mgpakamatay nalang siya, pero super mean ko na kung gagawin ko pa 'yon and it's not right to do so, kaya nga sinulat ko 'to para makakuha siya ng tip kung sakali man..haha. joke lang.. actually, private property ko 'tong blog kong 'to kumbaga dito ako nakakapagbuhos ng totoong nilalaman ng damdamin ko, at nakakapag-whine din ako dito so super secret to sa mga taong bina blog ko..hahaha.. kaya... goodluck sa kanila at least may outlet ako.. hay.. hanggang dito nalang muna mga pipz...

@_@ russ d'great

the ugly truth about valentines day!!!!

ganito kasi un..

valentines is suppose to be a happy day, with flower deliveries, lunch and dinner dates and all that but today was a disaster, i feel for my officemate who was just told by our branch head that she might not be regularized, what a damn news right for a day like this but who cares, it happened anyways and now my dear friend went home with a gloomy face, parang bumagsak ang malaking globo sa MOA sa kanya, kung meron lang akong pwedeng gawin, i dont wanna see people sad.

on the other hand, i'm happy, kinda, not so, di natuloy date ko ngayon, coz ayaw namin sumabay sa mga taong makikigulo ngayon sa mga restawran, may lavapalooza din ngayon but what the heck, sa wednesday nalang ako lalabas. i wanna share a message made by me to a person who mean so much to me but i guess it's time for the foolishness to stop coz it will never work at all, you can say i'm pathetic for writing this and sending this to him,, yes ok, i'm pathetic if that's what you wanna hear people.. but i can no longer bear this and i wanna liberate myself for God's sake.. 

this is how it goes...

"don't act like you care coz i know u don't , and why did i appreciate you for who you are? if you don't like me then don't bother to communicate with me. i'm sure many girls are after your appreciation so back off. u know me now like what you've said and i bet u don't wanna go far and know me better, i hate u like for real, for real, u never appreciated me. u never did. thanks to you my valentines day is very colorful. i could accept hurtful words from people who don't know me, but U? u said all those? the fact that at one point in our lives we have this mutual understanding, and the fact that the only thing you haven't showed and shared with me is your naked body, the fact that u still see me as a stranger with bad attitude and all that? what a waste. u have lots of friends, you'll be fine, the sad thing is i'm the real loser coz i trusted u and listened to u. i dont wanna talk to you, ever again. i swear to God. bye."

i know i'm really pathetic just by reading my message, isipin nyo  i sent that through a cellphone lang, of course shortcut ung iba and it's about 6 pesos coz it's too long.. see, diba pathetic talaga and apparently i wanna replace tom in that moving stick figure above, after those moments, i became silent the whole day and the grogginess i just can't hide.. but it's all done now and i can say it's over, i have a relationship to nourish and persons to know better.. sooo liberating... and i'm looking forward to something better this wednesday and for the days to come...

^_@ russ d'great

wtf is coral player?!!

ganito kasi un...

i'm a movie freak and i love to download movies through this vuze downloader powered by torrent, and it's so cool, i've download lots of movies through this downloader and this night since nandito lang ako sa bahay kasi bukas pa naman date ko sana lang matuloy, well ok lang kahit hindi marami pa namang time.. and by that time well ayoko na e share un..hahaha.. pag tinupak ako sige ok lang.., stick tau dito sa kinaiinisan ko.. so i download the movie "no strings attached" ni ashton kutcher and natalie portman so the time na natapos na, i'm sooo happy syempre kasi tapos na nga then i played it with different players installed in my computer, windows media player, vlc player, tapos quicktime player pero wala pa din it doesn't work, wtf.. at the end of the 30 second clip it goes like i need to download coral player?!! what the heck?! for the 1st time palpak ang download ko sa vuze, nakaka.asar, nakakainis kasi ilang oras ko hinintay un dahil sobrang bagal ng broadband internet connection tapos un lang, then i found out u need to pay to download coral player? grrr.. i'm so pissed....

arrrgghh... i'm super duper pissed....

  

russ d'great

love love love!!! kowts ng mga sikat para sa balemtimes... ^_^

Love...such a powerful emotion that has inspired countless artists to paint masterpieces, composers to write unforgettable music, authors to pen bestselling novels and playwrights to nail either happy or tragic love stories. Let's read what some composers, musicians, singers, authors, playwrights, and other music personalities have said about love.. 

But before you check out all those quotes below i'm encouraging you to read my definition of love, it's all written at 1st Corinthians chapter 13, love is patient and kind, it's not jealous nor proud, love rejoices in the truth, not in the wrong, love never ends..very beautiful verses but very hard to live by coz at one point in our lives we became impatient-waiting for our true love to come, we became resentful-for the hurts we undergo because of break-ups and misunderstandings, we became jealous, envious-with those people who are living a happy life, with those people who finally settled with someone they love and who loves them, we became proud of everything we have just to raise our damaged self-esteem because of the mistakes we made to satisfy our need for love, we became liars-to people who truly loves us, and at one point in our lives we hope for someone's misfortune thinking it would compensate the hurt they've done.. we should remember that love knows no boundaries, when we love, it should be unconditional, it should not be because it's like this and that and most importantly we should not mistake love for revenge and self-satisfaction..and most specially we should not mistake love for lust..

so here we gooo.....

 Ludwig van Beethoven
"I can live only wholly with you or not at all.”

William Shakespeare
“One half of me is yours, the other half yours-
Mine own, I would say; but if mine, then yours,
And so all yours!”

Benjamin Britten
"These two are not two, love has made them one. Amo Ergo Sum! And by its mystery each is no less but more."

Ray Charles
"Love is a special word, and I use it only when I mean it. You say the word too much and it becomes cheap.”

Joshua Harris
“TRUE LOVE isn't just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace, before two people are married, love is expressed in self-control, patience even words left unsaid..”

Duke Ellington
"Love is supreme and unconditional; like is nice but limited.”

Ella Fitzgerald
"Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong."

George Gershwin
"For suddenly, I saw you there
And through foggy London town
The sun was shining everywhere..."

Billie Holiday
"Love is like a faucet, it turns off and on."

Kurt Cobain
"I’d rather be hated for who I am than loved for who  I am not."

Charles Ives
"If a composer has a nice wife and some nice children, how can he let the children starve on his dissonances?"

Alicia Keys
"If I didn't love it, I would not record it."

Carole King
"Do the things you believe in, in the name of love. And know that, you aren't alone. We all have doubts and fears.”

Beyonce Knowles
"There's definitely a dangerous feeling when you're in love--it's giving your heart to someone else and knowing that they have control over your feelings. I know for me, who always tries to be so tough, that's the dangerous thing.”

John Lennon
"We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it."

Sarah McLachlan
"If you love large, you've got to hurt large. If you've got a lot of light, you've probably got an equal amount of darkness."

Gian Carlo Menotti
"I know of no better definition of love than the one given by Proust - Love is space and time measured by the heart.”

Mandy Moore
"Love is like nothing else on this earth, but only when it is shared with someone wonderful like you."

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
"Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius."

Franz Schubert
"Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same.”

Alexander Scriabin
"In love's God-like breathing, there's the innermost aspect of the universe."

Beverly Sills
"I had found a kind of serenity, a new maturity... I didn't feel better or stronger than anyone else but it seemed no longer important whether everyone loved me or not--more important now was for me to love them. Feeling that way turns your whole life around; living becomes the act of giving."

Igor Stravinsky
"What force is more potent than love?"

Justin Timberlake
“Every relationship I've been in, I've overwhelmed the girl. They just can't handle all the love.”

in love ^.^

russ d’great