Sunday, March 20, 2016

The Internet And The Ghost Friend

I used to carve your name on trees hoping you would find them. The Internet has made this so much easier than it used to be.


I saw your face online a long time ago, and I had no idea who you were.  But you had something about your eyes that made me click. It’s so hard to keep up with you, I waited for so long when you finally decided to click that accept button. It opened a door for me to keep track of what you’re up to. Thanks for updating once in a while.

Your life seems so interesting, even if you’re not a celebrity or anything. It’s just nice to watch someone else’s life from a distance and care for them secretly. But sometimes I wish I could just grab a taxi and visit your home directly, or get a job at a store near you and try to accidentally meet you there somehow.



Yeah, I know that sounds creepy but you deserve to see the face of a secret friend. You have unique fractures along your heart and I have mine. And maybe there is nothing, anywhere that doesn’t break someone’s heart. But believe me it’s not us my ever loved Ghost Friend.

-Russ

24 comments:

Miss Keyszz said...

Wow, this entry.... And I thought I was the only one that ever felt like this.

littlefriend said...

sometimes i just want to do just that. because staring at that person makes me feel like i could really show them how special they are!

Akshat said...

I know this sounds creepy, but I wish you did that, I wish you would get on a taxi, get a job at a store near that person and try to accidentally meet him/her somehow.

Is that your facebook account on the badge? you're kinda hot wow!

cookieclutter said...

I super love this entry. Makes me wanna stalk my all time high school crush once again. :)

cookieclutter said...

You have a grear taste of spotting hot woman there Ashkat! Way to go :)

Akshat said...

Because she is hot and can write too that's adding spice to your food in there.

Akshat said...

Dear author of this blog,

Can I add you on facebook or IG perhaps? You can email me anytime girl :)

Trish said...

Another great piece. Reminds of a friend whom I trust and love dearly and we're great friends 'til now.

narrylikes said...

I thought this kind of thing doesn't exist but when I experienced it it was real and happy to read someone else's experience.

@Akshat you only got one shot at hot woman like her so be good. hahaha. yeah she's hot right there!

Willow Lynn said...

Awww. You are creepy Rus. Haha. But I love it. I wanted to write like you but emotions are too much for me. Haha.

ruselle said...

@Willow Lynn I really thought I'm creepy at first but I guess this is not a crime though. Hahaha. You know you write better than me, I envy how you pull those words sometimes in your captions. I love it.

Willow Lynn said...

Haha. I wish I could write longer though. I'm just really lazy. I spent most of times looking for places to go and things to do. I want to write badly but I'm always stuck at once upon a time. Hahaha. But yeah you are being discreetly creepy so not a crime at all. Haha

ruselle canlas said...

Yeah it's not a crime right? Haha. I love your life, maybe one day you'll just write something about the fun you have while travelling. You've always been a good writer. But for now just enjoy the places you got to experience. They're like postcards on pics hehehe.

ruselle canlas said...

Yeah sure but don't harras me. Lol

Willow Lynn said...

Haha. I want to be so good at something like taking pics but I guess I won't be. I'd like to be pretty but I'm sure I won't be. I want to be great at my job but I don't want it to be my entire life. I guess I will just be a soso. Haha. My life is pretty much like everyone else. I just try to enjoy it coz I can't avoid it. Haha but I am definitely not being creepy. B-)

ruselle canlas said...

Hahaha you're great at writing believe me I've read your blog. You're great with kids too. Life's unavoidable that's for sure and I'm trying to be less creepy now. Hahaha. Although I'd still want to accidentally meet a person I'm stalking. Lol.

ruselle canlas said...

Thanks for taking the time to read here Trish. :)

Trish said...

I'm a fan of your work. It's nice to read fresh ideas. :P

Akshat said...

I wouldn't do that to a sexy lady like you. Thank you hot steamy sexy woman 😍😍😍

Willow Lynn said...

Haha. Nope oi. Not good at it. Haha. The people I stalk are the exes who made me cry and cheated on me. Haha. They are the ones I would like to meet again and when they say me they would say, how have you not changed? Lol. Although a few came back and asked for second chances but nope. Once was enough. Haha. At least that is not creepy just bring a meanie. Haha

ruselle canlas said...

Hahaha exes do that a lot. Asking for 2nd chances. Lol. But yeah you made the right decision of saying no. Plus don't stalk them anymore let them stalk you. Hehehe.

Willow Lynn said...

*see... Lol. I don't feel like it knowing someone is stalking me. Luckily no one does that to me. Im not worth it. :-[

ruselle canlas said...

You're worth the stalk Lynn. Maybe one of your exes is stalking you. Lol. People are creepier nowadays except me. Lol

Willow Lynn said...

Hahaha. Since you admitted it, you are creepier now. Lol. No they dont. Please no. Hahaha