playing God

"If God's the game that you're playing, well we must be more acquainted because it has to be so lonely, to be the only one who's holy." It's a line from a song by Paramore titled Playing God. It doesn't mean anything to me but it gives me the idea that even if God works alone, and He works for billions and trillions of people, He still knows everything, as I grew up I'm acquainted to God's teaching and everything that surrounds it, I grew up familiarizing everything, but that's while I was growing up, everything changes now, it sucks to be honest but I had to.

mind over heart..

i can feel the pressure...

Work work and work, it's really frustrating specially if you're just on your way on knowing the people around you, getting to know each other better and even if others don't know yet will judge you on the spot. Sometimes I end up thinking that life is really not balance, that it's unfair and it's one sided, but who's side it is on? I just hope that it's on me because I am trying to reassemble the simple as it is supposed to be. I am setting aside all the antagonists in the workplace and I will be feeling comfy in the house. I'm so stressed but life must go on it should not stop unless we stop breathing.