10 things i hate about you!

These are the two scenes from the movie i watched last night,  it’s called 10 things about you, and heath ledger was super cute in this movie although we all know that he died from overdose last 2009 but i still enjoyed the movie knowing that he’s kinda dead already..haha.. and julia stiles acting was just her style really. I just downloaded this movie the other day and it was satisfying because i’ve been planning to download this movie eversince. The last of the movie where kat made a poem as their assignment on their shakespeare class is just amazing, it made me cry coz i remembered something.. haha... funny though the second part of the movie which i love the most was the part where heath ledger sang and dance ‘can’t take my eyes of you’ it was just really sweet.. hahaha....

 




so enough of this post valentine scenes.. hahaah... so sweet though... sayang si heath ledger :(

and so about my day, it was kinda good, lagi naman kaming masaya ni rj, sinamahan si thal magyosi, nakinig sa mga kwento ni dona then helped tin save her ass again.. hay buhay talaga, pa ulit ulit nalang, tapos pinaka-ayaw ko pa naman 'yong maging cynosure ako sa meeting, 'yong tipong ikaw na 'yong topic dahil sa mga kalokohan mo, as in kasi ng meeting kami ngayon, bigla ba namang nabaling 'yong topic sakin, tama ba 'yon? buti nalang sobrang galing kong mg divert ng topic, pero honestly di ko talaga gusto 'yong ganun, i can ride on the jokes and everything but don't make me the cynosure of your damn meetings coz i'm know what i'm doing, and hello kung gusto ninyo ng pa good shot ok fine i can do it, but i'm not doing it coz i'm a hypocrite i'm doing it coz i'm driven and i want to make things right.. sobrang asar lang... mahirap talaga maging

mga tip sa pagpapakamatay part 1!!!

si bob ong ay nakilala ko nung ako'y nag-aaral pa lamang sa kolehiyo, siya ang best selling author sa library namin, most of the time naka out lahat ng libro nya kasi hiniram na ng mga kabataang walang ibang gawin kundi ang magbasa ng mga pangaral at kalokohang madalas topic sa mga libro nya. di naman ako fanatic pero bilib ako sa kanya, simple lang 'yong mga life lessons na tinutumbok nya  pero tumatagos sa puso naman kahit papano, ang pinakabilib ako dun eh 'yong humor na dala ng bawat salitang nilalaman ng sinulat nya. siguro kung kilala ko siya sa totoong buhay eh magka-vibes siguro kami kasi gusto ko talaga 'yong mga mapagbirong tao, hahaha... nakakatuwa lang 'tong nabasa kong mga tip sa pagpapakamatay na isinulat syempre ni bob ong.. tip sya sa pagpapakamatay diba? pero hindi ibig sabihin gusto ko na ding magpakamatay, sa mga babasahin nyo, marerealize nyo na parang kabaligtaran ang gusto nyang iparating, na hindi dapat magpakamatay, na dapat pahalagahan natin ang buhay at ang mga mahal natin sa buhay. It's where humor comes in. 

TIP SA PAGPAPAKAMATAY- PART 1 MUNA!

1.

Bago ang lahat, alamin muna ang tamang dahilan sa pagsu-suicide. Kung ang problema mo ay dahil lang naman sa wala kang pera o iniwan ka ng minamahal mo, hindi ka dapat magpatiwakal. Ang mundo ay tambak ng mga tao na pwede mong mahalin at ang pera naman ay pwedeng kitain, kaya hindi ka dapat mawalan ng pag-asa.

2.

Kung desidido ka na sa gagawin mo at sa tingin mo ay meron kang tamang dahilan para gawin ito, ang susunod mong hakbang ay ang pagpili ng paraan ng pagpapakamatay. Ang mga popular dahilan ay ang pagbibigti, pag-inom ng lason, pagtalon sa riles ng tren, pagbaril sa ulo (o sa puso, kung wala ka ng ulo pero buhay ka pa rin), at paglalaslas ng pulso.

Ang mga jologs na paraan ay ang pagtalon sa mataas na gusali, pagpapasagasa sa EDSA, at pagpigil ng hininga

Tandaan na maari ka pang mabuhay pag nagkamali ka sa pagsasagawa ng mga nabanggit, kaya pumili lamang ng isa na hiyang sa iyo.

Bukod dyan, marami sa mga paraan na ito ang makalat at nakakapangit. Dyahe naman kung pagtitinginan ng mga tao yung mukha mo sa ataul tapos mukha kang dehydrated na langaw.

3.

Sumulat ng suicide note. Eto ang exciting. Dito pwede mong sisihin lahat ng tao, at wala silang magagawa. Sabihin mo na hindi mo gustong tapusin ang iyong buhay, kaso lang bad trip sila lahat.

Pero wag ding kalimutang humingi ngtawad sa bandang huli para mas cool pag ginawang pelikula ni Carlo J. Caparas ang buhay mo.

At tandaan, importante ang suicide note para malaman ng mga tao na nagpakamatay ka nga at hindi namurder. Sa ganitong paraan maiiwasan ng PNP ang pagkuha sa kalye ng kahit sinong tambay bilang suspect.

nakuha ko pa talagang mgsulat ngayon samantalang i'm super exhausted talaga, it's not a surprise anymore for us na marami kaming ginawa kanina sa office kasi payroll period nga naman ngayon, maraming ngbayad ng bills, ng deposit, withdrawal, lahat na, nakakapagod talaga,tapos sinalihan pa ng palpak kong officemate na gusto ko sanang sabihin mgpakamatay nalang siya, pero super mean ko na kung gagawin ko pa 'yon and it's not right to do so, kaya nga sinulat ko 'to para makakuha siya ng tip kung sakali man..haha. joke lang.. actually, private property ko 'tong blog kong 'to kumbaga dito ako nakakapagbuhos ng totoong nilalaman ng damdamin ko, at nakakapag-whine din ako dito so super secret to sa mga taong bina blog ko..hahaha.. kaya... goodluck sa kanila at least may outlet ako.. hay.. hanggang dito nalang muna mga pipz...

@_@ russ d'great

the ugly truth about valentines day!!!!

ganito kasi un..

valentines is suppose to be a happy day, with flower deliveries, lunch and dinner dates and all that but today was a disaster, i feel for my officemate who was just told by our branch head that she might not be regularized, what a damn news right for a day like this but who cares, it happened anyways and now my dear friend went home with a gloomy face, parang bumagsak ang malaking globo sa MOA sa kanya, kung meron lang akong pwedeng gawin, i dont wanna see people sad.

on the other hand, i'm happy, kinda, not so, di natuloy date ko ngayon, coz ayaw namin sumabay sa mga taong makikigulo ngayon sa mga restawran, may lavapalooza din ngayon but what the heck, sa wednesday nalang ako lalabas. i wanna share a message made by me to a person who mean so much to me but i guess it's time for the foolishness to stop coz it will never work at all, you can say i'm pathetic for writing this and sending this to him,, yes ok, i'm pathetic if that's what you wanna hear people.. but i can no longer bear this and i wanna liberate myself for God's sake.. 

this is how it goes...

"don't act like you care coz i know u don't , and why did i appreciate you for who you are? if you don't like me then don't bother to communicate with me. i'm sure many girls are after your appreciation so back off. u know me now like what you've said and i bet u don't wanna go far and know me better, i hate u like for real, for real, u never appreciated me. u never did. thanks to you my valentines day is very colorful. i could accept hurtful words from people who don't know me, but U? u said all those? the fact that at one point in our lives we have this mutual understanding, and the fact that the only thing you haven't showed and shared with me is your naked body, the fact that u still see me as a stranger with bad attitude and all that? what a waste. u have lots of friends, you'll be fine, the sad thing is i'm the real loser coz i trusted u and listened to u. i dont wanna talk to you, ever again. i swear to God. bye."

i know i'm really pathetic just by reading my message, isipin nyo  i sent that through a cellphone lang, of course shortcut ung iba and it's about 6 pesos coz it's too long.. see, diba pathetic talaga and apparently i wanna replace tom in that moving stick figure above, after those moments, i became silent the whole day and the grogginess i just can't hide.. but it's all done now and i can say it's over, i have a relationship to nourish and persons to know better.. sooo liberating... and i'm looking forward to something better this wednesday and for the days to come...

^_@ russ d'great

wtf is coral player?!!

ganito kasi un...

i'm a movie freak and i love to download movies through this vuze downloader powered by torrent, and it's so cool, i've download lots of movies through this downloader and this night since nandito lang ako sa bahay kasi bukas pa naman date ko sana lang matuloy, well ok lang kahit hindi marami pa namang time.. and by that time well ayoko na e share un..hahaha.. pag tinupak ako sige ok lang.., stick tau dito sa kinaiinisan ko.. so i download the movie "no strings attached" ni ashton kutcher and natalie portman so the time na natapos na, i'm sooo happy syempre kasi tapos na nga then i played it with different players installed in my computer, windows media player, vlc player, tapos quicktime player pero wala pa din it doesn't work, wtf.. at the end of the 30 second clip it goes like i need to download coral player?!! what the heck?! for the 1st time palpak ang download ko sa vuze, nakaka.asar, nakakainis kasi ilang oras ko hinintay un dahil sobrang bagal ng broadband internet connection tapos un lang, then i found out u need to pay to download coral player? grrr.. i'm so pissed....

arrrgghh... i'm super duper pissed....

  

russ d'great

love love love!!! kowts ng mga sikat para sa balemtimes... ^_^

Love...such a powerful emotion that has inspired countless artists to paint masterpieces, composers to write unforgettable music, authors to pen bestselling novels and playwrights to nail either happy or tragic love stories. Let's read what some composers, musicians, singers, authors, playwrights, and other music personalities have said about love.. 

But before you check out all those quotes below i'm encouraging you to read my definition of love, it's all written at 1st Corinthians chapter 13, love is patient and kind, it's not jealous nor proud, love rejoices in the truth, not in the wrong, love never ends..very beautiful verses but very hard to live by coz at one point in our lives we became impatient-waiting for our true love to come, we became resentful-for the hurts we undergo because of break-ups and misunderstandings, we became jealous, envious-with those people who are living a happy life, with those people who finally settled with someone they love and who loves them, we became proud of everything we have just to raise our damaged self-esteem because of the mistakes we made to satisfy our need for love, we became liars-to people who truly loves us, and at one point in our lives we hope for someone's misfortune thinking it would compensate the hurt they've done.. we should remember that love knows no boundaries, when we love, it should be unconditional, it should not be because it's like this and that and most importantly we should not mistake love for revenge and self-satisfaction..and most specially we should not mistake love for lust..

so here we gooo.....

 Ludwig van Beethoven
"I can live only wholly with you or not at all.”

William Shakespeare
“One half of me is yours, the other half yours-
Mine own, I would say; but if mine, then yours,
And so all yours!”

Benjamin Britten
"These two are not two, love has made them one. Amo Ergo Sum! And by its mystery each is no less but more."

Ray Charles
"Love is a special word, and I use it only when I mean it. You say the word too much and it becomes cheap.”

Joshua Harris
“TRUE LOVE isn't just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace, before two people are married, love is expressed in self-control, patience even words left unsaid..”

Duke Ellington
"Love is supreme and unconditional; like is nice but limited.”

Ella Fitzgerald
"Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong."

George Gershwin
"For suddenly, I saw you there
And through foggy London town
The sun was shining everywhere..."

Billie Holiday
"Love is like a faucet, it turns off and on."

Kurt Cobain
"I’d rather be hated for who I am than loved for who  I am not."

Charles Ives
"If a composer has a nice wife and some nice children, how can he let the children starve on his dissonances?"

Alicia Keys
"If I didn't love it, I would not record it."

Carole King
"Do the things you believe in, in the name of love. And know that, you aren't alone. We all have doubts and fears.”

Beyonce Knowles
"There's definitely a dangerous feeling when you're in love--it's giving your heart to someone else and knowing that they have control over your feelings. I know for me, who always tries to be so tough, that's the dangerous thing.”

John Lennon
"We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it."

Sarah McLachlan
"If you love large, you've got to hurt large. If you've got a lot of light, you've probably got an equal amount of darkness."

Gian Carlo Menotti
"I know of no better definition of love than the one given by Proust - Love is space and time measured by the heart.”

Mandy Moore
"Love is like nothing else on this earth, but only when it is shared with someone wonderful like you."

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
"Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius."

Franz Schubert
"Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same.”

Alexander Scriabin
"In love's God-like breathing, there's the innermost aspect of the universe."

Beverly Sills
"I had found a kind of serenity, a new maturity... I didn't feel better or stronger than anyone else but it seemed no longer important whether everyone loved me or not--more important now was for me to love them. Feeling that way turns your whole life around; living becomes the act of giving."

Igor Stravinsky
"What force is more potent than love?"

Justin Timberlake
“Every relationship I've been in, I've overwhelmed the girl. They just can't handle all the love.”

in love ^.^

russ d’great

tsk tsk tsk...

isipin nyo friday ngayon, dami ngyaya, as in may lakad kami ngayon pero isipin nyo kung nasan ako, dito nag iinternet, ngsusulat obvious diba? siguro galit na skin si thal ngayon tsaka si aneng kasi di pa umaalis dito sa bahay, sa totoo lang, pagod talaga ako, ganito ako kapag dumating na sa bahay at nakahiga na at kaharap na ang netbook ko, nawawalan ako ng ganang umalis, gusto ko mag movie marathon ngayon, mg rerun ng criminal minds series, dalawang linggo na kasi kaming sunod sunod na gumimik, honestly dalawang linggo na din akong di nakapagsimba kasi pagod dahil puyat, sana lang maintindihan nila ako kung anong ibig sabihin sa hindi ko pagrereply sa mga text nila, di ko talaga alam paano tumanggi. 

sana di nalang pala ako umuwi ng bahay.. hahay buhay! ganito ung mga araw na gusto ko ung tipong maraming ngyayayang lumabas kaya inabot talaga ako ng katamaran ko ngayon, mas gusto humarap sa tv, kaya pagkatapos kong magsulat nito eh talagang mapapagod tv sakin.. bukas tsaka sa linggo may nakapending na schedule pero bahala na si batman kung di ako tinamad di hala sige go! kawawa naman si batman lagi nalang siya ang bahala.. haha. anyways.. galit na nga sila pero bahala na talaga gusto ko nalang muna mg.isa at magpahinga.. 

at oi bago ko makalimutan, nalampasan na pala ni Ray Allen si Reggie Miller bilang 3-point King! hehehe... wicked! ang galing diba.. goooo Boston Celtics.. gooo Ray Allen!!! bow.

here's the video of their game with LAL where he makes history by passing reggie miller as most prolific 3-point scorer in season 2010-2011.

nagmamahal,

russ d'great ^_*

just best friends and it's better that way....

I really like you. I do. You're so nice, and sweet, and you listen to all my problems and respond with the appropriate compliments. But, well, I don't really see a romantic relationship in our future. It would be terrible if we let romantic feelings destroy this great friendship we have where I get everything I want and you get nothing you want. Don't you think?

I knew you would understand. You always do.

We're so perfect as friends, you know? I can tell you anything, and you know you can always come to me anytime you need to hear me bitch about work or how ugly I feel. You wouldn't want to ruin a friendship like that just so you could be my boyfriend, and have me look at you with desire and longing in my eyes, if only once—would you? Of course not. Well, if we started dating, it would only complicate this wonderful setup I've got going here.

It's just…you're like my best friend, and I would hate for something you desperately want to change that. I mean, sure, we could go on some dates, maybe mess around a little and finally validate the long months or years you've spent languishing in this platonic nightmare, but then what? How could we ever go back to the way we were, where I take advantage of your clear attraction to me so I can have someone at my beck and call? That part of our friendship means so much to me.

No. We are just destined to be really, really good friends who only hang out when I don't have a boyfriend, but still need male attention to boost my fragile and all-consuming ego.

Anything can happen once you bring romance in. Think about how awful our past relationships was at the end. The guy I'd call you crying about at 3 a.m. because he wouldn't answer my texts? The guy I met at the birthday party you threw me? I had insanely passionate sex with him for four months and now we don't even talk anymore. God, I would die if something like that happened to us.

Plus, ick, can you even imagine getting naked in front of each other? I've known you, you're more like a brother that I've drunkenly made out with twice and never mentioned again. It'd be way too weird. And if we did, then whenever you'd come shopping with me, or go to one of my performances or charity events, or take me for ice cream when I've had a bad day at work, you'd be looking at me like, "I've seen her breasts." God, I can't think of anything more awkward that that.

Anyway, you would totally hate me as your girlfriend. I'd be all needy and dramatic and slowly growing to love you. If I was your girlfriend, I would never be able to tell you all about the other asshole guys I date and pretend I don't see how much it crushes you. Let's never lose that. That's what makes us us.

Don't worry. You're so funny and smart and amazing, any girl but me would be lucky to date you. You'll find someone, I know it. And when you do, I'll be right by your side to suddenly become all flirty and affectionate with you in front of her, until she grows jealous and won't believe it when you say we're just friends. But when she dumps you, that's just what we'll be.

^_^ for bestfriends in love...

russ d'great