saturday night..

saturday night was a blast, mingled with my batch mates again, we sang happy happy and drank till we dropped.. 

it's a nice feeling after five (5) days of work, it's super cool to unwind.. as they say vacations doesn't taste sweet if you have it everyday.. vacations, night outs, parties are the best after long hours, days of work.

honestly my mind doesn't work much right now, i enjoyed the videoke, i enjoyed the foods, i enjoyed the alcohol, i enjoyed the laughter, i enjoyed the silly things done, got a hangover yes, but still enjoyed the NBA game, Heat (win) vs. Nets and of course much enjoyed the overtime play of Spurs (win) vs. Rockets.. hahaha.. hope you understand my writing sorry for the grogginess.. peace out!

Gb+

russ d'great

awakening..

my love letter...

to whom it may concern...

it was a simple fine day when we somewhere, i  haven't even recognize you because it's been so long since i last saw you and mingled with you, actually we don't usually mingle with each other in those years past... i easily get along with fun and senseless people, but obviously with brains too, according to may favorite author "the right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing" which is true for me.. i feel you're in need of someone it may not be me but i'm sticking around because i want to protect you, to love you, to make you happy without prejudice. for some reason you want a physical evidence that i exist, that i'm truly there, but this is a promise when everything else fails you can count on me and i will be there.. and i want you to believe that goodness dwells in everyone, righteousness is another level but goodness is the common ground, i believe you're a good person and i want you to believe that too, that you can do better things and better things to make it the best. someday you will realize that i'm the only person who will accept you for who you really are, and when that time comes just get back to me and i will still be backing you up coz when a person means a lot to me, it will be forever.. 

be happy, be safe, take care of yourself...

Gb+

russ d'great

beauty from pain...

i love stargazing, that's my pastime, my favorite pastime actually not until i've been living in the city, where you cant even see a single star at night due to pollution, people usually asks me why do i love it as my pastime, the answer is very simple, it somehow eases the pain i feel at the time, it somehow amuses me, it somehow gives me hope when everything else fails. 

when i was still a child, i will always wish upon a shooting star, and actually i'm still doing it until now, the difference is that when i was still a child, the faith is genuine that my wish would really come true but when i became bigger and bigger i came to realize that it's just wishful thinking but then i ask myself why i'm still wishing upon a shooting star until now, it's because i wanna hope.. i wanna believe that everything will be ok...

these past few days, i've heard a lot of problems, a lot of heartaches actually and i just wanna sweep them all away especially if you know the pain the other person is experiencing, is feeling, if you're in my shoes you would probably wanna see a shooting star to throw your wishes for those people whom you wanna help.. 

Gb+

russ d'great

playing God

"If God's the game that you're playing, well we must be more acquainted because it has to be so lonely, to be the only one who's holy." It's a line from a song by Paramore titled Playing God. It doesn't mean anything to me but it gives me the idea that even if God works alone, and He works for billions and trillions of people, He still knows everything, as I grew up I'm acquainted to God's teaching and everything that surrounds it, I grew up familiarizing everything, but that's while I was growing up, everything changes now, it sucks to be honest but I had to.

mind over heart..

i can feel the pressure...

Work work and work, it's really frustrating specially if you're just on your way on knowing the people around you, getting to know each other better and even if others don't know yet will judge you on the spot. Sometimes I end up thinking that life is really not balance, that it's unfair and it's one sided, but who's side it is on? I just hope that it's on me because I am trying to reassemble the simple as it is supposed to be. I am setting aside all the antagonists in the workplace and I will be feeling comfy in the house. I'm so stressed but life must go on it should not stop unless we stop breathing.